I feel I need to document this for my own personal record. On July 2, 2006 I snapped a 4 year 4 month and 12 day streak of celibacy. I can't tell you how these things happen. They just do. I met a boy. That never happens. I met him, I like him and he likes me back. That really never happens.
I don't know what else to say. I'm not overanalyzing anything. (which is a first) I'm going with the flow as they say. Mostly, because I don't know what else to do considering my situation at this point. I'm leaving in a month and 10 days...so I can't very well start something. I just can't. It would be too hard.
What a miserable time. It makes me very sad, so I try to block it out and enjoy the time that I have left here in Maine. It's difficult sometimes. Especially at night when I'm laying down. My mind just runs and then I can't get to sleep. It's a common occurrence.
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